AHAHAHAHaaa

It's 9pm and I'm writing this from a Lab in uni. Yes staying up with my groupie to complete a report due tomorrow. Now only I know I'm capable of handling so much work. BRING IT ON! Muahahaa... today I learn an important lesson of being a leader. Be goal-orientated, not always trying to take care of people's "feelings". Cos the main point is to finish the work and be answerable to the task that was given to you. As a leader, you should not expect everyone to be responsibly knowing what they should do. (cos they just trust in the leader to take care of everything) You really have to order people around and follow-up instead of "I trust you"
Yes thank God for this lesson, muahahaaa (even though it was painful and I probably lost my greatest support) but... every step that I take and things that happens to me, regardless or sad or disappointing or frustrating, annoying or not, is another step towards maturity and making me grow.
And I thank God for putting me through situations where I can learn and be better but most of all learn to be answerable to Him and trust Him. I feel so honoured. This just means I'm destined for great things that He would spend time building me up right? OHOHOHOHOhooohhoohoohohoho see what an Optimist I am. (praise myself and pat my head)