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10 more weeks.... then I put my butt on an airplane....
If anybody talks to me about, "wha why you complain about Australia? You so fortunate to study there...." I will give them a spanking!
Let me get this straight, no where is heaven when you have to stress out, work towards STUPIAK, meaningless, crap assignments, juggle your time like crazy while trying to maintain a social life with other monkeys juggling their hectic lives also. So I aint have time for crap.
No, I dont regret coming here to study, love experiencing new cultures, different people, getting closer to trusting God, friends, experiencing the real world, growing up and being independent and confident (not to mention I actually love the things I'm studying especially in a top uni, feel so challenged... Muahahahaa I will defeat you!) But the thing is.... I need a break. I need to find some solace in not doing anything, I need that time where I relaxed soo much that I actually feel guilty not studying. Not always thinking of what I have to do next, what plan, what schedule, what to complete!!! ><
OMG, I was just talking to a Christian while writing this and I realized...
"sometimes God takes you out of your complacent, comfortable, wonderful comfort zone and put you somewhere... "hotcake" . But in the end... you see more and more of His purpose...Sometimes, it's not about you and how comfortable you are.... but where youre needed to be..." and no, he didnt said that, I did.... weird... (revelation?)
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