Christian groups

Weee... let's hear some sad stories. When I was young, I was excluded from a Christian Youth CG (sort of my sis and bro too). Maybe I wasnt cool or as confident as I am now, maybe they were just too clicked with each other (you know... my parents are rich so I'm choosy, or you guys are new and disturbing my comfort zone, blabla who cares?). Anyway I voiced out my view which only made me more excluded from the group. Growing up as a teen, that was the worst rejection ever because if people from school, anywhere did that, I wouldnt bother (in fact I was popular in school! with non-Christians... irony), but Christians, those you wish you connected with and arent suppose to act that way, that's a different story. I cried then ~~ but it only made me stronger.
Now, muahahahahahaaaa I'm so fortunate.... I'm here in Australia, and I have plenty of friends and Christian friends to hang out with.
Anyways, why the gloomy story? Well.. today I left a Christian group meeting in IH. Maybe I should apologize for it, but I refuse to be part of a group that's just concentrated on a few "elite". It's really boring when only one end of the table is the main focus and youre back to those few popular people (or people youre comfortable with). Shesshhhh get to know everyone for heaven's sake and include everyone. There were non-Christians there, get them included! Well, here's my apology, Sorry~ But if you wanna click and just talk to yourselves or about yourselves only, I'm out. I've had enough of that. -_- I've learned that I dont have to do what I dont want to do or keep everything inside. Cheers~