Be an Angel?

I wanna be an Angel (no no not a real Angel.. woah I like being human and God's grace on me :) )
A business angel. (Ok for those not studying Finance, you're wandering, what da $!#$!@$@ is Steph talking about again?? OHOHOHOooo it's ok to be ignorant >_< )
"Business angels are wealthy, entrepreneurial individuals who provide capital in return for a proportion of the company equity. They take a high personal risk in the expectation of owning part of a growing and successful business."

So sweet >< , help companies by investing $$$ in them and get $$$ back when they make profit. Sigh... I keep thinking about Finance >_<
Like how today I thought, there's two things to summarize finance.
1. Time is money
2. You need money to make money
TRUE!! Think about interest rates, WACC, Venture Capitalist, Stocks, Dividens, Price, Loan, Debts, Equity....
Sigh... I wanna be blessed (in every area of my life).

Prayer for the Thais

UWahhhh my favourite country had just had blasted by terrorist.. criesss criess..
Bombs went off in Hatyai, (my favourite holiday area) in famous areas where I have plenty of times visited and walked on those streets. Woahhh the reality just hit me.

"The first bomb to go off was on Thammanoon Withi Road, at the entrance to a pub called Deep Wonder in the basement of the Odean Shopping Mall. The second bomb went off at a junction a few hundred metres down the road, and the third one another few hundred metres on.
The fourth bomb went off in front of the Lee Garden Hotel, destroying tuk-tuks parked there.
The fifth explosion was at the Big C Supercentre and the last was in a restroom of a movie theatre on the fifth floor of Diana Shopping Centre"

Eto.... I've been to almost all those places.... criesssss

Thank God my mum and dad had actually planned to go back there the following week not this week or, my parents could have been involved!!
Cries cries... pray for the peace of Thailand.
Seven Malaysians injured
Thai Bombings

Woahhh

Woahhh my Christian friend very mature and cool!! He never misunderstand me when I talk to him about personal stuff (eto... as in like sharing stuff) then told me better to talk with Christian girl or someother guys might misunderstand (like when a girl shares with a guy)..
I was like... REALLYYYYY?!?!?!?! OH NOOOOO!!!! WOAHHH but I think all guys friendssss ><" so yesterday I spent time with Henny and talk talk with her... SO fun!! >< . Actually I realised... she's one of the FEW girls in our CG and she's cool cos I can cakap-cakap with her. Sad thing is... we need more gals in CG leh (after including Cheryl) (and maybe more guys?) OHOHOhooooo time to do fishing! Ehhh YaoSheng coming to CG?! Hope so leh! Multiply multiply but NEVER lose connection because of multiplication. That's the key to keeping us together!!

Muuuu

Finished 2 exams... too more to go... -_-
and another assignment to pass up. >_<
Can people please pray for me?

Eto

I told God, I want the right one and only the right one you have for me or I'd rather be single and happy. I know God will provide the best for me, so I wont worry. So.. WOAHHHHH can everybody (including myself...OHOHOOHOOOOoo) stop pressuring me?!?!?!

I always feel like God telling me, you just need one.
Example... NONO I want to take A'Levels (which I would have flunked like the rest of my "genius" friends who took it) cos it's recognize worldwide more than HSC, but I just need one uni, UNSW to accept me.
And what about... NONO I want every company to beg me to work with them. But you just need one.
And.... NO NO I want everybody to love me! But I just need my family & God to love me :)
and .... NO NO I want more friends... but you need real ones
and no no I just need ONE guy (that God has created me for) to love me most.
(eto... no I wasnt thinking of polygamy mind you. :P )
so I just need to do ONE thing, "Be Patient" (Oh ya and trust Him >< )

2 cents

Luke 12:31 But rather seek ye the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you.
Here's my 2 cents (if u feel I'm wrong, debate) :
Sometimes it's hard to explain to people who have not yet grasp the goodness, grace and favour of God. Sometimes we think that to gain God's favour, we have to use our effort 100% to get things done. (eg God helps those who helps themselves?) Eg.. the more you study, the more you can get good grades. The more hardworking you are, the more money you get. (The more handsome you are, the more you're likely to end up with a pretty girl?...eto) Logically thinking, this is right. But most of the time it's not (and people end up frustrated and disappointed?). Sure God will bless the dilligent, but sometimes, rather than trying so hard with your own strength (which may end up futile without Godly intervention), why not lift up your needs and request to God trusting that He will take care of everything as you seek Him and His will in your life.

If life was fair then look around you, why is it that some people try so hard but seem to lose out in life and other always seem to have favour following them around? Why is it that we try so hard to get something yet we dont?
My friend said, he's gonna start putting God his priority than studies. In a worldly sense.. it's just plain "WHA DA???!". But, I believe this Luke 12:31 But rather seek ye the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you.

Romans 9:15 (King James Version), 15For he saith to Moses, I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion.
16So then it is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that sheweth mercy.
or
16So then [God's gift] is not a question of human will and human effort, but of God's mercy. [It depends not on one's own willingness nor on his strenuous exertion as in running a race, but on God's having mercy on him.] Romans 9:16 (Amplified Bible)

(YAyy!! I want I want your mercy and compassion!!)

I say life is not fair... but if possible... can life be on my side? (God is on my side!! Gimme Grace and Favour favour favour...)

Me and my mouth :)

Wahhhh sometimes I say things I always meant to encourage people.... but WOAHHh I end up discouraging them (or making matters worst) !!! Woahhh I'm sorry ><

Counting my blessings

Hmmm... I just chatted with my friend and I came back, and I think... despite crazy midsessions, crazy things to do, emotional rollercoaster, I am blessed.
I've finished studying (things that I think I have to do, now just brush up), with a lot of blessing for brainpower from God. Played poker with IH gang, all really cool people... mind you I lost to a great hand! (I had K pair and there was a K and doubles on the table... unfortunately there was 2 ace on the table at the last round.. what are the darn odds?) . Yeah and I eat dinner, I eat with people, randomly but most of the time, lunch and dinner are filled with laughter and being comfortable.
I go to CG and I have people making me a part of their lives and taking care of me. I got a leader fasting and praying for all of us. (Man! I wont even fast for myself ><, one day... someday God... but, err not too soon ya!) And I have friends in IH that are cool!! Like how I can kacau (disturb them >< ) and even take 3 hours of someone's time to help me in my assignment or randomly play table tennis or even watch movie with. Yaaaa, I think how... nothing lasts forever, (one day we will all split up and go seperate ways) but for the good things that are now, I am thankful and grateful. Not to mention, people loving me (even though sometimes I hurt them... >< ) Thanks Lord for blessing me and bringing me here to IH and sending people to take care of me. I am blessed.

Dearest God,

I've been through every emotional highs and lows in my life. I implore you, please please for this time... please dont let me break down

I will survive! I wont let anything depressing bring me down!!! MUAhahahaahahahahahahahahaa.
2 midsessions next week... 1 have a very high failure rate... God, save me ><
I dont need any emotional trauma now, I dont need any condemnation now, I dont need any mental block now, I dont need any sickness now... actually I dont need anything crappy now and forever. ><

Too little sleep may make you fat

Too little sleep may make you fat
Can you sleep off fat?
Seee... I should sleep more ... :P

Graa

Couples are annoying.... Like my Indo friends said in Indo "dunia ini adalah kami punya dan semua orang dalam kontrak?" To those who dont understand... (like Singaporean... *smiles* :P) it means... to those couples... "this world is ours and everybody else on this world is on a contract (to stay in this world). Muahahahaaaaa..

P.s Congrats OP for finding your long lost son... muahahahaaa....

願い

In my heart, I know that,
You will be protected,
Your path will be directed,
You are loved,
Never to be forsaken,
Never to be abandon.
You are never alone.
In this journey of life,
Through all the strive,
To the Almighty, I cried
May he be your guide.

:) I wrote that poem for someone I'm blessed to meet in, in my life. May God bless you abudantly and the Holy Spirit be your comforter and friend. God bless you and keep you... forever in his Love.

I'm....

I'm Blessed... :)

Bo chap

Guy friends are cool~ I think they are more natural and honest than girlfriends. Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting.
The only problem with guy friends is that, you are close to them... but when they start to target a girl or have a girl they like... then, as a pal, you fall off the radar. (as in...suddenly, they open up to you less) Cries..
Having single guy friends in IH (whois graduating soon and leaving me alone in IH), I hope they will find wonderful girls in their life... but in the meantime, can dont find so fast not? Muahahahaaa
And having everyone single in CG is cool too cos then we dont go or see people mushy mushy mushy in CG, -.- (couples are annoying... they think they are the only two person in the world!)
But then again... God might matchmake people in CG.... eto... GOD, WHY!??! WHY?!?!?!
But please lah to all guys... even though, you suddenly set your hearts on a girl... please dont forget to treat me as a friend too instead of "OH noo... if I spend time with Stephanie somemore, I might be betraying the person I like, or that person might get jealous, or that I might mislead Stephanie.. etoo....."
Puhlease lah... sitting next to you or talking, laughing, joking and teasing with you, doesnt mean I wanna marry you soon (or at all... let's see, if you are as rich as Bill Gates, I consider... bleh), dont start acting weird with me just cos I'm a girl!